So basically I've come to the conclusion that im nothing but a pretty decent beginner when it comes to art. I dont understand anything, and my goals should be to learn from the beginning... but see, thats where my problem resides. I dont believe in slow learning.. I believe in learning slowly, but i dont believe in, something cant be understood in X amount of time! I will work hard in my abilities regarding this. I must excel faster than this! But above all else, I must excel, regardless of the time it takes. I really need help in A LOT of areas. I think i can figure out the whole drawing what i see thing with time.. but shading and coloring.